Advent !… I love Advent … yet I have already succumbed to the rush of the Christmas , the consumerism , the general mayhem of chaos, struggling to put the Christ into Christmas.
I started Advent with conducting a quiet day for people who needed to stop, reflect and wait for the meaning of Christmas… yet look at me!.. quickly involved in Christmas activities . I ask myself .. what do I expect from Advent ? is it stillness ? is it preparation time ? .. or is to look ahead to the future … of my expectations what the Babe of Bethlehem will bring in my ministry and in my life and discipleship. Over the next few weeks…. from Advent right through to Epiphany, I shall be offering my thoughts and reflections on certain passages with ‘Great Expectations’ in mind. Advent for me is a period when I offer to God my life and heart at the cradle, and I wait in Great Expectations of how God will use me in the coming year
1 John 1 :5 This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light and in him there is no darkness at all.
In the darkness I have no identity
In the darkness I have no opinions
In the darkness no one can see me
In the darkness I am a shadow person
The Light looks frightening as it will reveal all my faults
The Light looks risky as it will show my imperfections
The Light looks warm as it creeps and disperses the shadows that surround me
The light looks strong as it permeates into every nook and cranny
As I wait to take the first step
from the shadow lands of my existence
to the open warmth of the light,
my soul flutters with excitement….
Knowing that my life never be the same
Knowing that my heart will be full of Love
Knowing that my journey will be a journey filled with Hope and Love.
Holy Spirit strengthen me to journey into the Light